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Feeling, water, emotions

Feeling, Water, Emotions

A few years ago, I was laying in bed one sunny afternoon wondering why my goals weren’t happening and how I was letting my life just run down into ruin. I was thinking positively and saying all the right things. I would meditate and could actually watch my thoughts. Nothing was working out but I wasn’t having negative thoughts. I just felt that the whole aspect of trying to create my life through creative visualization and positive thought had become pointless. It used to work but now it didn’t.

In a very clear frame of mind full of inspiration and loving abundant thoughts. I was languishing around in self-pity, self-judgment, and emotional fear. As I lay there it slowly occurred to me that I needed to have positive emotions as well positive thoughts. I was not going to manifest anything with the emotions I had. Once I started clearing my emotions and refusing to wallow, the day got much brighter.

I also realized during my clearing phase I had been working against my desire all along. Out of emotional fear and self set limited beliefs I had completely set up catastrophe. Deep in my heart I wanted to be a psychic medium only to the point of bringing that vibration onto the planet. Although I wanted to have a small private clientele to read for and do psychic work with, I mainly just wanted to be in a position to help people get in touch with their own gifts through my writing and workshops.

I had down played and limited my true desire out of not believing in my abilities to be of credible service as a writer and lecturer. So whenever I did my manifestation exercises to bring in new clients I had little results. Bring up only half of my true desire always caused it to get stuck in emotion. My desires weren’t exactly true and built on self-lack and limitation instead of self-love and expansions so when they came up they amplified every bit of my self-lack, and self-limitation. I would end up in bed in a fetal position wondering why nothing was working out for me.

If you find your creative power being stuck in emotional turmoil then more than likely there is still some clearing work you need to attend too.

Not to worry though, if you have emotional turmoil that needs attending then you can do some creative manifestations on that issue to help it release quickly. We are never really stuck, that sensation of stuck-ness is often the universe taking a pause so we can get caught up with our homework. Once the homework is completed the universe will continue at it’s normal rate.

It’s amazing how many of us try to create something small and have no success because our true purpose is so much bigger than we give ourselves credit. Sometimes we have to own our true desire in order for us to claim our ability for this desire of ours to work through.

The unstoppable power of feelings, I swear the power of emotions can stop a freight train in it’s tracks. It can also drive a freight train over any mountain. When you get your fire, your true desire and intention running through a strong emotional system look out because an unstoppable geyser will flow forth.

So when your trying to whittle down what exactly your true desire is, always ask your heart and follow your gut reaction. Remember a no doesn’t mean no, it only means pursue it in another direction until you get a yes, you know when your trying to fool yourself so don’t waste time. Be honest, explore and find out why and how you can make something work for the highest good.

When I was laying in bed in a fetal position that fateful day, it wasn’t that my life goals felt wrong, it’s that they didn’t feel right. Once I started admitting to myself that I wanted to really be writing and researching spiritual phenomenon and sharing what I knew in large forums my life got easier. Things started moving, and I stopped feeling horrible.

Just one more thing on feeling bad, some of us have grown up or lived through some really horrible circumstances where feeling bad and/or horrible became a way of life and was important for survival. Then eventually it just became the norm. I once heard a guy say that he was addicted to depression. He wasn’t happy unless he was down. So he stopped, he just stopped. There’s a time to morn, there’s a time to grieve, even a time to be remorseful and then there is the time to stop. If morning, grieving, and remorsefulness are no longer serving a purpose then it’s time to find a new purpose.

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